It's A Lie That I Don't Miss Any Of You

Dear diary,

Its been ages since i last jotted down anything here. Well, maybe i'm just too busy with my studies or simply because i lost the inspiration in blogging. But yea ... i guess its time to make a come back. Dear diary, you'll always be my all-time best listener.

Ever since i graduated from high school, many of my close friends started to move abroad to further their studies. They are scattered all over the world for now. From the rural parts of India and Europe to the suburb cities of Australia. One by one, they are just gone for good. Many of them manage to find life elsewhere, cherishing every moment in their foreign adventures. Scrolling pass their photo collections, i could see just how happy they are. Damn, i wish i had the chance to go too. Sighh ....

Chung Lern & Ning in Melbourne.

Look at Ariel, he is definately having a great time in Canada.

Well, I do feel proud for them, but sometimes i wished they hadn't leave me and gone abroad. Days where we had our yamcha sessions late at night till mamak owners have to chase us out, days where got chased by the discipline teacher on a motorbike, days where we applied toothpaste on each others face when we're asleep, days where we sing our ktv without mikes, days where we got drunk like theres no tomorrow, damn, I miss them all.

Life moves on ...... friends come and go. If old ones doesn't go, new ones will never come. BUT I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF DEPARTING FROM FRIENDS !!

I have never been such emotional for a long long time. All this while i had been strong, being able to live independently despite the absence of my best buds. You know, theres always something called msn and webcam where you could contact each other. But What if your friend has gone to a remote area where internet is not easily accessible? What if this good friend of yours is a foreigner and decides to head back for good? Will you ever see her again ?

I don't know. I really don't know.

Remembering the time when i just met her, she was this innocent little girl carrying a notebook walking around asking for numbers as she needed help for her assignment. She approached me for my number. I was like 'hey, i don't even know you man'. Hah ... but she looked really pity though, so i ended giving her my number.

Shes one heck of a kind. Have you ever met a girl who goes around asking strangers for their numbers? Have you ever met a girl who keys in her contact into everyone's cellphone naming herself 'indo leng lui', and saving self-taken picture as the wall paper? LIKE SUPER THICK SKIN RIGHT ? Hah ... but shes adorable. I don't deny that.

I miss the times where she imitates the pat poh fortune teller, Lillian Too, trying very hard to predict our fortunes and lucks. Do you know whats the definition of 'pat poh si lai' ? yea ...she fits exactly into that category :P And she never gives good evaluations on me. Always telling me that i'm very complex minded just because my palms have too many lines. Yea .. she told me that probably because she failed to find my life and happiness line due to my saturated palm lines. Lousy fortune teller :)

I never had such a good sandbag in my life. Really enjoyed the time bullying and teasing her around. Especially when comes to teasing her coconut hair style and her chubby curry puff face.

Love it when she puts up her angry face !

It's a pity that you have to head back to your home country. I know you have always wanted to go back to manufacture bombs to kill me. But i do miss your terrorist face HAHA. I don't know when will i see you again, but i do wish you all the best in life okay ? And you better come back to m'sia coz you still owe me 2x teh o ais + 1x starbucks + 1 Bali souvenir !!! Basket .. You're still in my Trade Debtors List !!!