Christina Aguilera - I Turn To You

When I'm lost

In the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
to light my way
When I'm scared
losing ground
when my world is going crazy
you can turn it all around

And when I'm down
your there
pushing me to the top

Your always there giving me all you got

For a chill
from the song
for a friend
for the love to keep me save and warm
I turn to you
for the strength to be strong
for the will to carry on---
for everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you

When I lose

the will to win
I can reach for you and reach the sky again
i can do anything
cause your love is so amazing
that your love inspired me

and when i need a friend
your always on my side

give anything
and taking me through the night

For a chill

from the song
for a friend
for the love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
for the strength to be strong
for the will to carry on---
for everything you do
I turn to you

For the arm to be my shelter for the rain

for truth that will never ever change
For someone to lead on
for a heart i can rely onto anything
(you can rely on me)
For the world to
I can feel to...oh yeah
i turn to you

For a chill

from the song
for a friend
for the love to keep me save and warm
I turn to you
for the strength to be strong
for the will to carry on---
for everything you do
for everything that's true

for everything you do

for everything that's true
I turn to you-oooh
I turn to you .......

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Thank you all my fellow friends for giving me
such a wonderful time in Monash.
Goodbye Monash.

It's A Lie That I Don't Miss Any Of You

Dear diary,

Its been ages since i last jotted down anything here. Well, maybe i'm just too busy with my studies or simply because i lost the inspiration in blogging. But yea ... i guess its time to make a come back. Dear diary, you'll always be my all-time best listener.

Ever since i graduated from high school, many of my close friends started to move abroad to further their studies. They are scattered all over the world for now. From the rural parts of India and Europe to the suburb cities of Australia. One by one, they are just gone for good. Many of them manage to find life elsewhere, cherishing every moment in their foreign adventures. Scrolling pass their photo collections, i could see just how happy they are. Damn, i wish i had the chance to go too. Sighh ....

Chung Lern & Ning in Melbourne.

Look at Ariel, he is definately having a great time in Canada.

Well, I do feel proud for them, but sometimes i wished they hadn't leave me and gone abroad. Days where we had our yamcha sessions late at night till mamak owners have to chase us out, days where got chased by the discipline teacher on a motorbike, days where we applied toothpaste on each others face when we're asleep, days where we sing our ktv without mikes, days where we got drunk like theres no tomorrow, damn, I miss them all.

Life moves on ...... friends come and go. If old ones doesn't go, new ones will never come. BUT I JUST HATE THE FEELING OF DEPARTING FROM FRIENDS !!

I have never been such emotional for a long long time. All this while i had been strong, being able to live independently despite the absence of my best buds. You know, theres always something called msn and webcam where you could contact each other. But What if your friend has gone to a remote area where internet is not easily accessible? What if this good friend of yours is a foreigner and decides to head back for good? Will you ever see her again ?

I don't know. I really don't know.

Remembering the time when i just met her, she was this innocent little girl carrying a notebook walking around asking for numbers as she needed help for her assignment. She approached me for my number. I was like 'hey, i don't even know you man'. Hah ... but she looked really pity though, so i ended giving her my number.

Shes one heck of a kind. Have you ever met a girl who goes around asking strangers for their numbers? Have you ever met a girl who keys in her contact into everyone's cellphone naming herself 'indo leng lui', and saving self-taken picture as the wall paper? LIKE SUPER THICK SKIN RIGHT ? Hah ... but shes adorable. I don't deny that.

I miss the times where she imitates the pat poh fortune teller, Lillian Too, trying very hard to predict our fortunes and lucks. Do you know whats the definition of 'pat poh si lai' ? yea ...she fits exactly into that category :P And she never gives good evaluations on me. Always telling me that i'm very complex minded just because my palms have too many lines. Yea .. she told me that probably because she failed to find my life and happiness line due to my saturated palm lines. Lousy fortune teller :)

I never had such a good sandbag in my life. Really enjoyed the time bullying and teasing her around. Especially when comes to teasing her coconut hair style and her chubby curry puff face.

Love it when she puts up her angry face !

It's a pity that you have to head back to your home country. I know you have always wanted to go back to manufacture bombs to kill me. But i do miss your terrorist face HAHA. I don't know when will i see you again, but i do wish you all the best in life okay ? And you better come back to m'sia coz you still owe me 2x teh o ais + 1x starbucks + 1 Bali souvenir !!! Basket .. You're still in my Trade Debtors List !!!

3 days 2 nights in Pangkor

Having been through a year of hardships and obstacles, I've always wanted to chill out in a beach with a bunch of friends. You know .. nothing is more relaxing than sitting down by the beach listening to the cascading waters, tanning under the ever-lasting sunshine and most of all spending time with your friends.

After weeks of planning and researching, my friends and i decided to head down Pangkor island for a nice weekend. Though the island is nothing comparable to the pristine beaches of redang and perhentian, as long as theres a sandy beach for me to comfort my legs, i wouldn't mind. Plus i've long wanting to throw tC down to the sea, but sadly he didn't turn up.

There were 14 of us who turned up for the trip.

The couples (above) : ChungLern & Ning, ChungWei & Sarah
The gang (bottom) :

Guys from left : Jason, David, JiaJun, Fred, Zen, me and GuanSiang
Girls from left : Pui Gin, Pui Mun and Hui Ni

After meeting up at pudu bus station, we set off for Lumut at around 9am, where we boarded a ferry to Pangkor island from there.

The ferry ride was awesome. Mr funky bear, Zen, couldn't resist posing with his sunglasses.

Whats the first thing you do when you land on an island ? BEACH !!

And of coz, we found some interesting to do. Have long wanted to bury this jackass under ground. Uneven boobs and oversized penis, thats all i can say.

sibeh horny .... look at JJ, he is enjoying it weh !!

Fantasized by JJ's sand boobs. What on earth is the leaf doing there ? pubics ?

We were all fantasized actually.

Now, there is two of them. Oh my, what was Fred hugging ?

Maggie mee feast. Ali was dying to eat them. David thinks they are nutz.

Anything can happen in Pangkor you know .....

Even with the same sex !

Whose the better poser ?

And the winner is .........

Classic picture

They say i was drunk. They say i wanted to go mamak in the middle of night in Pangkor island. They said i wanted to play chor tai ti with chips. They said i was moaning Zen's name when i was alseep. Yes, thats what ' they said ' .

It was a pity, tC didn't made it for the trip, otherwise we would have a fun time throwing him down the sea. And also, Pui Gin who was sick througout the trip. Poor girl, had to spend most of the time in the hotel due to fever. Not to forgot Zen, who injured his leg during our banana boat ride. Yea, he was limping for the entire trip, but he instantly recovered when he carried huini on her back. WHAT A MIRACLE eh ?

Other than that, all was good. You know, we were so close to calling off the trip due to the bad weather that was reported in the newspapers' front page a day before. Wowww !! reported at front page huh ? must be some big shit el-nino-hurricane-katrina thats gonna blow Pangkor with a 7 feet high tsunami. I swear to god, there wasn't even a single black cloud when we reach Pangkor island and it didn't start raining till the last day of our trip. GOOD JOB to the M'sian weather forecast team !

Genting on Christmas Eve

Going up Genting in the wee hours of the morning was the craziest thing i've ever done in my whole life. Actually, it was Jiajun's 'brilliant' idea to suggest that we head down genting at midnight for christmas eve just to get a taste of the chilling weather and enjoy the night scenaries. After doing some last minute planning, we finally got the plan going, and off we headed up Genting Highlands with 2 seperate cars. Knowing that Jiajun has always dreamt to be the 2nd Micheal Schumacher, I was reluctant to put my safety on his hands, so i followed Fred's car instead. Actually, that blardy asshole shooed me away to Fred's car, because he wanted only girl pessengers in his car. KNNCCB !

It was the happiest day in his life. He managed to fish 3 girls into his car. But what is Zen doing there ??

Chilling out in the dark. This is what you call night scenary right, Jiajun ?

Trying to find some heat. But isn't that a dustbin ?!?!

camwhoring session

Next morning .... guess what ? more camwhoring !!

Went to Setapak for lunch after we came down from Genting the next day. Nice quiet and cosy restaurant, but where are the chairs ?

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Although, i had to lie to my parents that i was going to zen's place for a night, but the lie was worth the great experience !! Actually, there weren't much to do in genting at night, but the yamcha sessions was the BOMB ! With a cup of hot coffee and a bunch of friends to chill out with, it's just awesome. Also, i enjoyed laughing at Zen who tried to withstand the morning breeze by just putting on a polo and a shorts. Sadly, he is no where near achieving it and that ass just refused to admit that he is cold !

Caught you red handed !! Zen, you're cold aren't you ?

Thanks you guys for the trip !!

True Friend

Studying few hundred kilometres across the globe for a year and a half, and the first thing he did after coming back to Malaysia was to visit me and Vjay. A true friend indeed !

Remembering the time where i knew him during my CPU days, this guy in one heck of a joke bag that keeps me awake even if its the most boring class on earth. In chemistry, he never fails to joke about Miss Kimberly's sagging boobs and in geometry, he was always finding ways to outsmart our maths teacher, Miss Wong, but failed miserably.

Other than classmates, we were teamates in futsal. This prick here is like a mixture of Kolo Toure and Micheal Owen, dominating both the back and front of the futsal pitch. I dunno if he cheated me being a chinese, i'm pretty sure he inherited some of the orang asli's strength and determination in Sarawak. No wonder he doesn't gets tired. Together with him, vjay and myself, we form a team, they call it 'Bin FC ' (*ehem* no laughing plz).

Hyundai is his name

My other good CPU mates. They were awesome too !

From left: Vjay, Hyundai, Ariel, Me and Anson

From left: Melanie, Elizabeth, Sooching and Sulin

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After 1.5 years of empty promises, Hyundai was finally touching down in KLIA to pay us a visit. The gay Vjay was so excited that he was willing to wake up at 4.30am and drive down KLIA personally just to pick up his lover. And yes, the guy who drove his Kancil into a longkang recently was about to drive me to KLIA, and without knowing the directions =_= '''

A night before hyundai's touchdown .....

Vjay : wei, tomorrow 4.30am i wake you up k.
Bin : WTF 4.30am ?! It's a saturday la. 6am plz !! 4.30 still dark la bitch, you know the way meh ?
Vjay : Tiu kao lei. 5am I'm calling you.
Bin : ......

(This was how excited he is)

A picture worth a thousand words.

I was lucky enough to get back to subang from the airport in one piece. Thank you Vjay for your 'wonderful' ride. After having our dim sum breakfast in usj 20, we headed down to Hyun's favourite midvalley. That horrible place has the worse parking area on Earth. Hyun had to seduce a passer-by so badly just to reserve a parking space for us. We spent the rest of the day shopping in the mall and chilling out in asia cafe for dinner.

posing in ss18 Tanjung the next morning

Vjay was mad at me for being in the middle

Lunch at Exquiry Kitchen in Subang Parade

It was a great meeting after all. Great to see that Hyundai is still as cheerful as before, plus he is abit buffed now. Spent 1.5 days with him, he was already flashing his muscles everywhere. Blardy gay ... Anyhow, hope to see you again, Hyun. All the best !

L@L@

For the past 20 years of my life, i've came across a number of 'LALA' chais. But somehow, i don't hate them like other people do. Maybe it's just because they have this love-to-catch-attention personalities that make people hate them. For me, i envy them for the following reasons:

1)They have no worries or burdens. They are happy-go-lucky kind of people.
2)They are always having fun while your not.
3)They are always richer than you.
4)They are always hanging out with girls.
5)The girls they hang out with are cuter and hotter than those you hang out with.

So what does LALA means actually?

LALA is actually a scallop, scientificly name as Aequipecten irradians. It's an invertebrate marine mollusks with rough irregular shells and small muscles on each side of the back of its fowl. They are usually found on sea beds of coastal waters. Actually, it is a kind of seafood which you usually see in a chinese seafood restaurant. There are many types of LALA cooking styles such as 'Chao LALA, Kam Heong LALA, Shiong Tom LALA and etc'.

In malaysia, LALA is not just the normal LALA seafood that you eat but it also refers to the group of 'jeng' people that follows a special trend. They act and dress like as if they are Neo in the Matrix, but actually they are just VCD sellers. They look very 'yeng' at times, especially when they start walking on the street. It's like as if theres a gasp of wind flowing around them ... like 'Fung Wan'. In Malaysia, LALA is also known as 'Ah Beng(male LALA) and AhLian(female LALA)', and sometimes also known as 'Loong Ge'.

If you wanna know how a LALA looks like, plz get ur hairy ass down to Sungai Wang. the biggest LALA territory you can find in Malaysia. There, you can easily identify the LALAs if they meet the recognition criteria below:

1) Wearing shirts that are printed with attractive dragon image on front or back or both side of the shirt.
2) Having weird quotes on the shirt like 'im handsome, don't fall love on me', 'i eat thing don't do work, do work will break thing', 'lala is my life' and etc. For this, i should give 3 thumbs up for their dressing creativity (dun ask me wheres the 3rd thumb).
3) Like to wear 'La BA pants' or should i call it bell pants, whereby the bottom part of the pants ranges to a diameter of around 10-12 inch.
4) Superb hairstyle. Anytime better than the Mohicans or the Nigerians, or even Beckham's. I don't understand why they like to sell VCD so much, where they could earn much more being a hairstylist.
5) Their necklace and earring collections are much more than your mum's.
6) They like to wear slippers. They can have all the expensive shoes in the world like addidas or Nike but they will STILL wear slippers. Why?? bcoz this is their trademark.
7) Some of us might like to watch ' STAR WARS 1,2,3' and call ourselves obi-wan kenobi. But LALAs are different. They watch movies like 'GU WAK ZHAI 1,2,3 or INFERNAL AFFARIS 1,2,3' and call themselves 'Chen Hou Lam'.
8) there is a new generation of LALA who shows some hiphop element. I call this LALAHOP.

If you find yourself meeting the requirements from the above list, CONGRATULATIONS!!! You are absolutely a LALA species, don't deny it, you really are. Hope you have a wonderful LALA life. And plz bear in mind that i'm envy of you.

My 3rd Semester in Monash

Ahhh .....it's been ages since i last updated this blog. Have been really busy throughout the semester though.

Just a blink of an eye and i'm already half way through my degree. Sometimes i do wonder if i had regretted coming to monash. Honestly, there are many ups and downs i had been through for the past 1.5 years. Girls, studies, friends and lecturers, they are all so different from the ones i knew back then. Things are getting so much complicated nowadays. One minute you can find yourself talking to really nice person, and the next thing you know, he or she will be backstabbing you in front of all your coursemates.

Well, this is university life though .......gotta bear with it. Anyhow, i did meet some nice people this semester though. Really enjoyed hanging around with them.

My accounts coursemates. From left: Teen, Maryann, Me, Sharul, Jessica and Wendy
Exams are just around the corner .....but heck ! we still camwhore weee

My favourite tutorial class for this semester, you guys are the best !!

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The day didn't end just like that. We had a birthday suprise for nataline in pyramid too ! The surprise plan didn't get on so well though. Blardy double parker blocked my car for like 20 mins in front of Medan, and i was already late to meet up with my friends in pyramid.

I wonder how Filbert and Wendy managed to con the bday girl for 30 mins while waiting for the rest to arrive.

We still got a little cake for you at least !! Happy 21st birthday Nat !

All of us in pyramid Nandos.

Poor birthday girl, wearing only shorts and slippers to pyramid. Thats why she got a t-shirt for her bday hahaa =P

I had a great day today !! thanks guys !!